The Life Story of A Little Caliph

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamu'alaikum and Very Good Day Mates! Ahlan! How are you peeps! Hopefully everything goes well. Hmm actually rasa macam nak update tapi tak nak update. What's going on? Sigh.. I did update last week. Couple of my post related to the heartfelt. Am I wrong for being like that? Is the feeling I have is wrong? I don't know what to say. I also don't know what I'm thinking at the moment. =.=' Peeps! Hakikatnya bukan mudah untuk memenuhi permintaan orang kalau hati kita tidak sepenuhnya. Kalau kita pertahankan kehendak kita, kita sendiri pun tak pasti sampai bila kita mampu pertahankan. Memandangkan keadaan yang begitu mendesak. Agak-agak anda faham apa yang ingin saya katakan? Serba salah! Saya rasa penat dan lelah. Kadang-kadang alangkah lebih baik menjadi kanak-kanak yang tidak perlu memikirkan masalah orang dewasa. Serasa perasaan rendah diri di dalam hati semakin lama semakin meninggi. Sukar untuk diluahkan...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Assalamu'alaikum and Very Good Day Mates! Ahlan! Nothing to update. Just to express how I feel right now. I wonder until when? Hmm... I'm so worried, anxious, indefinite and the list goes on...... I'm tired to have those kinds of feeling. I wish I could erase it far far away from my live. If it is easy as erase the mistake on the paper I wish I could to that right away. But life is not easy as that.  Move on... That's the way I feel. However it is life must go on. You like or not just move on and believe in Allah. There is no one can help you except of Allah. I wish it could be alleviate a little bit. :') Ma'ssalamah wa ilal liqa...:)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamu'alaikum and Very Good Days! Ahlan...! How are you peeps? Hopefully you are doing well. Again...again...and again...I feel so frustrated. My heart is shattered into pieces. I don't know why should I felt this way. O Allah does the feeling is wrong? Does it is shows that I'm not really honest and redha for all the fate that You are written for me? Please guide me Ya Rab.. Peeps! I don't know why the feeling is like this. Before the exam, honestly I didn't put high expectation and hope to pass it because I realized it is really tough. Lots of competition and the limitation of the vacancies. However, after the result release and stated that FAILED. Phew! My heart shattered into pieces even I expect I didn't passed it. Plus when I heard from my friend that she did it and passed the exam make me more demotivated. Huh! What of the hidden meaning of those trial. Semua mainan syaitan atau aku yang tidak pern...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamu'alaikum and Very Good Day Readers! Ahlan! Salam Jumaat buat pembaca yang dikasihi khusunya saudara seagamaku. Sama-samalah mengimarahkan hari yang penuh barakah ini dengan selawat ke atas Nabi, bertasbih, bertahmid, berzikir dan sebagainya. Moga beroleh ketenangan dalam menghadapi cabaran hidup ini. Peeps! As usual, a schematic intro.hehe. Actually its just a little bit reminder for me that always forget. Okay whats the matter? No matter. Just want to share something with you which I think I want to share.  Mates! Do you aware about halal pharmaceutical? How much you aware about it? Last Wednesday, I had an opportunity to attend halal awareness seminar which is organized by Chemical Company of Malaysia Berhad or well known as CCM Berhad. It was held at Dewan Besar IKIM. Honestly, the content of the seminar such as the speaker and the topics most likely a repetition for me and just one or two topics are new. However, repet...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamu'alaikum and Very Good Day Mates! Ahlan! Apa khabar semua? Ayat skema pembuka bicara. Saya suka menulis dan mengarang. Tapi atas sebab-sebab tertentu saya rasa terbantut untuk nak menulis sesuatu kat blog ni. Bila terasa nak update sesuatu mesti saya terfikir apa faedahnya kalau saya tulis kat sini? Adakah baik atau tak? Kadang-kadang terasa nak bebas bersuara tetapi bila ditegur atau teringat pesanan-pesanan di fb bahawa jangan mengadu pada laman sosial dan mengadulah pada Allah, niat nak menulis pun terbantut. Bila fikir-fikir orang menulis perkara yang baik boleh jadikan ianya satu wadah untuk berdakwah. Sebab dakwah itu kan banyak caranya. Gerun juga rasa di hati bila fikirkan kita ini bertanggungjawab atas apa yang kita tulis. Kalau perkara baik Alhamdulillah. Tapi kalau perkara itu boleh menimbulkan salah faham dan fitnah pada orang lain tanpa kita sedari? Allahu Rabbi. Intro yang agak panjang. Hmm saya cuma meluah apa yang berm...